Everyone must see this..

I am very happy to drop down my memories today that happened around me..
Its nothing special actually but for me..
it did enlighten small portion of my life..
finally, 2 months time had past
i had been through hot sun in malaysia but does not consider hot..
burning sun in abu dahbi even in the middle of the night..
strong wind which blew xiaoxiang away here..
and finally..!!!
FINALLY~
the snow came..
the first time i saw SNOW with my naked eye and my expression
for the first sight was.. UNBELIEVABLE..
i run towards the window and enjoy the beautiful scenary..
and wah wah wah... SNOW SNOW SNOW...
and i have an idea to share this great moment with everyone in malaysia about what i saw..
i quickly on my laptop and search for friends..
but too bad she slept ady..
i saw my bro and xiaoE..
the snow ended in a short while
but too bad xiaoE say saw nothing..
i was like an idiot taking the laptop in facing the window..
but still i feel glad
of course it was the first day for the snow to come..
undeniably the snow is still unsustainable and
it melted once it hit any objects...

maybe someone will say..
its only snow.. you will hate it during winter..
but for my first expression for so called SNOW..
it makes me feel happy and ^^..
it does gave hope and calm you down..
this entry~
the snow..
actually i have the purpose to share with my bro and mingzhen..
as both of you are so down because of the sudden incident..

be tough dude~
of course its also for everyone who view this entry..
i hope that everyone who saw this entry could make a wish for their friend..
he will rest in peace..
he feels good to have buddies like you..
there are still a long way for everyone to go..
make your life full of memories..
so appreciate what you have.. appreciate what you had been through..
I LOVE SNOWS~

even though it is cold
hope that everyone loves it too..

just ignore the sound though..

anniversary~

Today is 23rd ocktober..

Happy 4th month anniversary to ah hang.. ^^

冷冷冷~

yesterday, as usual i woke up in time for school and test.
while i stepped out of my house..
surprisingly, i found something uncommon..
which is everything infront of me seen like get bleached or something that turns them white and looks transparent..
omg.. i tought i am still dreaming but it was ice~
i saw ice melted under the sun before but i never seen water freezed into ice under the moon..
i felt myself a little bit unknowledgable..
of course when winter came, water turns ices..
but seriously when i saw that, i was like..
hmm.. leaf turns ice, traffic light turns ices, even cars.. turns ice..
winter is coming..
the only that i could say is cold~
and you cant study well surrounded by these kind of weather..
it is freaking cold recently..
two jackets was no longer suitable for the weather now..
i might start making myself like a dumpling soon..
today while on my way back, i saw something turns naked too..
the trees turns naked..
what a big contrast between the trees one week ago and now..
so sad to see that all the leafs are gone and the leafs floods the roadside..
everyone will feel that..
autumn is so sad..
yet, I FEEL SO COLD!!

leafs turns ice~

grass turns ice~

halloween is coming 31 of october~

bus stop turns ice~

i drew XX ^^~

im wearing my new shirt to conquer my test that day..
presented by ah hang~

extraordinary life~

5 mins ago only i notice that i haven't brush my teeth today..

finally after i finished one of my assignment, finish studying statistic and half-well prepared to the exam tomorrow..

i went for a hot shower and i saw my toothbrush.. OMG i didn't realise that i did not brush my teeth..

ridiculously, i had all my bruch and dinner..

am i weird?

recently i am numb of the stress and i started to get used to the numbers and books everyday..

seriously need to thanks to my friends and family..

and also someone who encouraged me well yesterday..

I should feel the excitment of the University life, otherwise it is such a waste if i am here without enjoying..

besides study hard.. please study smart..

on the other hand, i did found myself some ways to destress when i encounter consequences..

first of all i will eat chocolate.. so i love chocolate recently..

i bought kit kat, toblerone, smarties...

secondly, i will watch hongkong drama..

if i am not mistaken, i remembered someone's blog written down that we should not watch dramas if and only if you are absolutely free..

free from works, free from studies..

objection~ i feel it helps a lot..

but seriously not too much.. one episod a day would be more than enough.. So, i encourage people to watch dramas.. ^^

thirdly.. that makes me warm after i did

today i feel my head is no longer mine.. so i put away my books, calculators and paper notes..

i look through all the photos i had been through all the way in nilai~

its a memorable story for me.. seriously it is..

no matter any of the photos..

the most critically that makes me think about it is a picture of yenyin writing the date on the white board when we are organizing JCI..

and we were inviting people to come for our official launch..

28.10 2008..

and it happened a year ago..

the time pass days by days, and now it was almost a year..

besides that, i looked through dusun eco's photos, everyone's birthday photos, we poured ice in darren's pant, penang trip photos, genting trip photos..

then i feel.. i had a memorable pass..

no regrets..

but lastly, i took out the CDs that present by my friends..

even though is funny, but still warm and sweet..

i watch it over and over again.. and yet i get a conclusion..

mingzhen with the 狗腿舞.. two words " beh kua"

alex still ah kua..

ah long~ still big size~ having a corn hair style soon..

biyang still looks like giraffe..

huiling still loves money (maybe)

peini's house still big..

peizhi~ the fur on the leg is shorter..

ellie~ the head still fit in the camera even though how far she stand..

yuqi.. still wondering do she loves sean

emily.. still cool and i love her hair..

yenyin~ playing farmview..!! i saw it..

shi xian~ still curly hair

darren.. botak head

ah hang~ taking the aloe vera drink in the video.. i saw it.. and say wo deng ni hui lai..

i still wana say take care everyone..

since when i became so geist? when i am alone here.. not the xx anymore..

and also, i started my relationship in nilai and it makes my life more significant..

enjoyable lifestyle..

and the memorable incident we been through will still in my mind..

i ate fried rice today and make me think of someone who cooked me fried rice when i am leaving nilai..

and again ridiculously, i ate 3 bowl i think.. big portion that kind..

maybe because i miss the taste..

so weird xx became.. but feel good..

lastly, i must study hard and work hard..

then i can go back proudly..

with the 11 papers of the actuarist on my hand..

honestly, take care everyone..

This is the most updated xx~

i am like a mario i think~

wow, i just finish one chapter of my statistic.
So, maybe its time for some exercises.
How is my day today? I feel better because i watch drama to destess last night and end up with woke up late this morning.
Today the wind blew strongly and it was like
blew... blew.. BLEW.... blew... BLEWW~
and while i was walking on the road, i did felt i might get blew away by the wind.
The wind is so damn strong and you could see mostly of the trees are "naked".
Leafs along the road are with red, yellow, green in color.. the scenary is beautiful.
it is because its mid autumn and going to be winter soon..
yet i cant stand the strong wind. Again i never tried to walk against the wind. So it was quite fun and cooling.
Besides that, the weather station reported that few days later there would be a light snow coming..
Hmm, how will that day be? I wish to see snow!!
SNOW SNOW SNOW..

the view of the road during the strong wind.. and trees..


Today i was so happy.. Biyang find me through msn..
and he says I MISS YOU TOO.. wahaha
so happy to hear that..
and he said that when they are having a trip to miri. they mention about me too along the way..
so proud am i..
wow, they still remember me..
i wish i could go.. ah hang.. wana go with me too?
Moreover, he said there are lots of story telling during the trip.
I am so keen to listen to storys.. anyone willing to share anot??
i wish i could be part of them..
rather than facing assignments and books..
numbers and pc..

It had been a long time i haven post some photos..
2 weeks ago i think, it was the 2nd week of sept and the whole ontario state government hold an event of open doors for public to visit some place around ontario states which people cant go in during the days.. such as the weather station of waterloo, the habitat park, and somemore some more..
And i visited the Laurel Creeks Natural centre which is like 15mins bus from my school..
We were just feel free and we decided to pay a visit there..
Nothing special but its just a natural centre....
Here are the photos ..

i was laying on the grass and the GOD speak to me.. fuiyo..

along the way i saw this.. letter box.. cool~

this is the view of the natural centre.. pretty right?

a pond full of natural creatures..

do you saw the sign board? thin ice~ during winter..

i hold a snake..

kiss kiss~

There had been 2 weeks my blog staying all alone here without any entry..

Its because i had been facing 2 weeks of non-stop assignments and midterms all the way.

i took 5 subjects this fall term which are

computer science, advance macroeconomics, statistics, proofing maths and acturial science..

this 5 subjects are like killing me everyday.

I had never been through of handing in assignment every single day and all midterms holds up together.

it is seriously a complicated task for me.

i bet i never been so hard-working before just to hand in assignments even though SPM was near..

it was not my life again as i get used in.. NILAI..

which i can just focus on the final exams.. not really so hardworking either.

Finally, i can take a short break for tonight. the only night.

I have to continue books on hand start tomorrow..

Its 11.50pm here and its near 12am.

I just reached home from school and from my dinner.

im not enjoying the cold weather outside, but rushing the maths assignment once i finish my act. science midterm at 3.

about the test, i had a com. science test yesterday night at 7pm and a act.sc test today noon..

the thing i wana mention is.. the first time i feel so sad for having an exam.

i had been preparing the exams.. just a small midterm 1 weeks ago.

i swear i put so much effort in studying from day to night, after assignment, after meal, after class.. I study..

i even goes crazy by dancing, singing when i feel stress..

about 10 times i read through the books.. 10 times i practice the same question again and again..

and i cant believe i screwed it..

feel like getting 2/20 marks on it..

act.science.. >.<>

its not because the question are difficult.. only i noticed the answer is just imply t=0 in the equation and yet i forget the basic mathematical formula..

how come?

"nervous" screwed everything..

my hands were shivering and my mind no-where..

it was not my first time..

3 weeks ago i am having a LP essay test which takes 50mins.. i failed it too.. because of nervous

i feel so sorry to myself when i cant solve it and i had been blanking many space there..

i hate 50 mins test.. always makes me nervous and start panic..

like one of my prof say, "you have to take all the note back to your room TONIGHT

for meditation and discover upon the wonders of the principal of mathematical induction."

I will since how much i read is not enough..

it was so stress..

i am so tired of it..

Seriously need a break.. have to recharge myself..

I miss the 5 months without studying, enjoying my life..

cheer up cheer up..

i am not feeling good..

the feeling of screwing up a test is like >.<..

recently i always hide myself in the MATHS building cafeteria studying..

and maggie mee, korean mee, instant mee was my lunch these 3 days..

Since i came here, i haven't been sweating..

I wish to jog or play basketball.

I expect to get my first jog in canada but it end up with i get home at 11.30 at night..

So, recently the weather turns colder and colder..

it reaches -1 few days ago..

and i was wearing 2 jackets everyday..

yet i feel cold..

taking off and wearing the jackets are not convinience..

so, i wonder how is it going to be when the winter came..

am i going to freeze like hell?

i am so tired now, never get a good sleep for many days..

wen long!! i get how you feel when you are rushing assignments in nilai..

even many of you..

its me that felt so free when i am in college..

good luck everyone..

nxt entry i will post the photo of my school.. NXT TIME~

when i am free again..

might be nxt week~

about photos that i took and i dont even have time to post it..

2nd self cook dish in canada

1st self-cook dish in canada

It friday night now and i finally end up my first week of class today..

whooooo.. i feel relieve as it had been a busy week for only the first week..

attending from class to class everyday and had to walk from one to the other within 10mins

and you had to reach earlier to prevent standing behind for lecture..

i nvr been through all this before as in nilai, i attended 4 ppl in a class but for here..

i attended 200 ppl in a class..

once the prof came in.. he start teaching non-stop until the class ended..

i must adapt to their speed too.. prepare well before classes

there are good prof and so call "slow" prof..

maybe is my problem that i cant get use to their speed of communicating..

i cant really hear clearly what are they talking.. bla bla bla bla.. end..

and there is my stat prof who love to copy note on the board slowly.. and he was like copying the entire text book on the board which are not necessary..

assignments will be coming on every week, gona face the actuarial science paper on december and i have to self-study for 500 page..

many things to worry, many thing to handle..

many thing are not the same as malaysia..

money is the main problem..

i had to buy text book for every course.. i wish to be in malaysia who could let us photocopy photocopy..

and every text book cost me 100++ CAD..

OMG.. course notes will also cost me 30++ CAD..

But anyway, i love this school too..

why?

huhuhu, computer is super high-tech..

apple computer with big big screen..

microwave in the school for students to heat up food..

systematic borrow and return books..

telescope in the physics building..

and many more..

and free food provided some times..

sorry i din really take picture of my school compound because rushing for classes which makes me hungry always..

Besides that, my house is 10mins walk to the bus stop.. you had to walk unter the cold weather.. the worst would be 5 degree celcius..

i use to wear a jacket only but today i feel like i cant stand the cold anymore..

my hand and face will be freaking cold when it expose to the air for a period of time..

i wore 2 jacket at the same time and make me like a dumpling..

winter is coming soon and the tenants from my house which is a canadian told me..

"you will hate this country when the winter come"

oh.. this sentence freaks me off..

her.. how am i going to stand -32 degree.. scared lah..

i miss malaysia's weather..

i dont even have the chance to wear short pants since i came here..

jeans and long pants would be my everything..

Nxt, i talk about food..

the food here is expensive seriously..

and the most easiest way to save money to to self-cooking..

today, finally..

we cook ourselves..

even though is just pasta with hotdog, carrot cucumber, soya sauce chicken and vege..

it was the best meal i ever had since i came..

i never get a full meal here before..

i was like fully occupy my stomach and eat as much as i can..

it only cost me $1.50.

rather than $5 to 6 outside..

I have something nice to introduce here..

NUTELLA jam.. my fav now..

i am eating it with different style of bread..

toasting

add cheese

eat plan bread with of course NUTELLA, chocolate jam..

continuously everyday i will eat it..

Too tiring these few days.. should take some good sleep..

got to hardwork for assignment and P exams.. 500 page ah.. ^^

good.

and i want to sweat..

basketball team, i am coming too..